Well first of all don’t listen to everyone saying straight up “sell it” because we don’t know what the underlying issue is here. You say you want to keep playing it -considering you’re only 30 hours in I’d say give it another go.
What’s stopping you is that you’re intimidated, what by?
Some areas of the game are tough especially when you’re still weak. I’m not sure how much you’ve done but without a decent amount of hearts, stamina & other equipment, there are many places I suggest avoiding.
If that’s what is intimidating you then I suggest exploring more and collect things, find shrines and increase your hearts and your stamina.
But I’m not sure what’s intimidating you so maybe if you edit your post or comment what it is, many of the people here can help you and give you tips on how to overcome it.
Really hope we figure it out because it really is a brilliant game.